It’s 2012. Where am I with my personal indie filmmaking? I’ve not posted an update for a good long while. It’s about time for one. I’m still very determined to continue making films, so consider this my first burst in moving forward.
But first, an update on some previous projects and just loose ends that must tied up: I pulled the plug on my horror film review site Horror-101.com in December 2010 after coming to the protracted realization that I didn’t want to be someone who wrote about films; I want to be the one who makes them. This is who I always wanted to be, and the site, though it became successful, was taking me away from that mission. I thought I could work both sides of the fence and be both film reviewer and filmmaker; unfortunately, such a thing is just not possible. Horror-101.com had a great run, and–who knows–it might return in some form in the future. Let me take a moment and give big thanks to Alex DiVincenzo, my co-writer at Horror-101.com, for all the great work he did for four and a half years. Someone needs to hire that boy and give him a full film site to edit.
There will be a director’s cut of ‘How To Train A Mean Girl’s Ass’, my last completed short shot back in July 2011, in 2012. The film needs a bit of ADR and some reshoots. But even if I can’t get to do that, the cut as is will make an appearance here this year. In regards to the major casting call we held at the Creative Alliance back in October 2011–very unfortunately, the short films that were to be produced fell thru. My production partner decided to move to Los Angeles so his wife could go to Editing school (Best of luck, Chris and Kelly!). The proposed comedy shorts had to be put permanently on hold. Such is life. The good news is that I’ve set forth towards new projects.
I’ve started serious development of my first indie feature length film. And I put the stress on the word ’serious’. It will be a horror film and, with good luck and diligence, I should be shooting by late this year or by this time next year. Why the long wait until the shoot? Well, I must confess that I’m writing it. And I will be then undertaking funding this summer. So, regardless of whenever it will shoot, the point is that I’ve started to seriously head towards that goal after 7 years of making independent short films.
The film I propose to do is the feature length story that follows my short ‘The Waterboard’. It’s currently titled ‘Anatomy Of A Dog’. I won’t go into more details as I’m about to go into a creative cocoon in the next couple of months and I don’t want to publicly talk the film to death. But I hope to create a remarkable, artsy, relevant, character-driven indie horror feature film to present to you in a couple of years.
My slow climb towards the peak of my personal Mt. Everest (as Quentin Tarantino referred to the task of making a feature film) continues. Making this film by the time I’m 40 (I’m currently 38) is a major goal for me. After 7 years of hard-earned preparation by making 6 short films, finishing a film school degree, and participating in countless other film projects, I feel I’m ready for the task.
I plan on reaching this peak in an organic, paceful manner. I’ve several major obstacles still in my way, including a dayjob with the federal government that vastly drains my creativity and life stamina. I’m determined to not let my situation deter me from making this film. I’ve come this far. This is my life pursuit and I feel confident that I have the ability to continue and eventually succeed.
As a mean to keep myself motivated, I will begin to post more here–not only updates on the feature–but film reviews, discussion of indie film news, the posting of all my previous short films, as well as posting shorts from others who’ve caught my eye.
What I’ve slowly come to realize is that in an indie film production environment that’s still undergoing a troubling recession, I must be the engine of motivation to make films worth a damn. No one else will do this for me. And my observation is that the vast majority of online discussion of film, be them on any site, Twitter, Facebook, or other online venue, is aimed at the publicizing of already finished film projects that have garnered film festival slots, awards, and eventual distribution. There are not many places to go online to talk to other struggling indie filmmakers and stay motivated. Let this blog become that place. Let this blog gain some gravity and motivate others to make their films.
And let’s see if I can make ‘Anatomy Of A Dog’ and finally show to you a vision that has been inside my head for over 15 years. Here’s to a productive, motivated, disciplined, and accomplished 2012 for my filmmaking.